you like internet-understood ID customaries?

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; I am reluctant to be vocal about this--but, I need to be understood and resolute in the space I reside. I am "psychiatrically"-disabled w/ an assortment of cognitive + environmental impairments. while I am in both voluntary and involuntary seclusion, my account gets to be used as a communication + interest wasteland...

I intend to use this account as a conduit for many types of involvement, use it as I see appropriate.
+ I experience recurrent (habitual) mutism and inertia, so twitter serves as a good substitute for a lot of things I can't currently have for myself.

my posting

in a sense, you can learn all you need to know about me by the fact that I'm in my 20s, and disabled.
i am here. i post to validate my need for togetherness + give myself a controlled conduit for narrative (these reasons are inextricable)

I mainly use social media as an outlet for my thoughts which I want to make communicably interactable... my account's average/frequent posting will be personal [expect communally-viewable, diary-esque entries], with content containing my other attachments as secondary.
[like what media or other forms of hobbyism I'm interested in and so on]

passive-media interests, and/or media-consumer-aspect informative:
passive-media-based interests I am really passionate about, change often for me, but there are some special medias that I have felt warmly about for a long time and will become significant in my postings every now and then. I'm susceptible to passion, I dip my toes in aspects of fandom every now & then.
> I like k-pop in a non-stan way. they are all my girlfriends, but I wouldn't meet them if that were ever possible---because I chronically hate them. and I am libidinally-preoccupied with them. don't get any wrong ideas. I hate celebrities + socialites + idolatry and all the other agents of capitalism. no need for elaboration. I'm just ok with admitting I'm an animal ruled by hormones with a libidinal-drive. (human) animal to animal desire

. . .
Perhaps unnecessary, but i'll add this jic: CW for any future mentions of eating disorders, drug abuse/intake, or self-abuse.

I tend to be against labels since they commonly serve as a form of (authorized legitimization), and I use labels more so to be able to break down my varied personhood into simple chunks for anyone who is intrigued. I'm anti-gender, with no connection to the gender binary as an affirming identity. I am neither "wlw" nor "mlm" identifying.

I am quite sensitive to the terminology that is used to refer to me. Please be careful and respectful of my person and do not give an identity to me based on how you perceive me, regardless of whether the terms are specifically connected to gender, physical appearance, or an understanding of mental/neuro.
> Do not call me "queen" or "king" ; ma'am/sir are also a No. ; lastly, do not call me babygirl or babyboy
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> although I detest pathology, I am aware that we face a number of autonomy-impairing circumstances, therefore I must get by using the vocabulary you can recognize.

exemplifying my person:
I love: bisexuality (but not in the pro-LGBT way), opposing (imposed) trans medical-cosmetic surgery culture, long hair, (perceived) feminine arts, marriage abolition, abortion, divorce, lesbian love affairs, adulterous relationships, people cheating on their cis male partners, long nails, & taking vitamins.
...I love divorce & infidelity. adultery is cool.I'm a postgenderist + a sexgender abolitionist, I use fag FREELY + I don't want to voluntarily comply to LGBTism tainted under the State. self-determination liberation is important to me. I'm striving to be more anti-paternalist, bear with me.

; I hate the commonly accepted perception of "logical vs. emotional" & other similar platitudes. we have got to be better about how we contextualize our experiences. in defense of emotionalism & the ability to feel: if it applies: We are ALL emotionally sensitive and receptive to the existing crisis, it is a reality. despite what our expressions, responses, or prior assumptions might suggest or claim.
prisoner of words & articulation

the end. thank you for reading.

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interests + important stuff I care about
(i'm source critical)

long term media attachments:
ensemble stars, the last of us, supernatural, buzzfeed unsolved + watcher, various anime/manga, & lesbian-specific media. I'm also loosely-attached to KPOP (mainly Stray Kids)

passions/practices/engagements:
anti-psychiatry/psy-critical studies, visual arts, bodymind understanding, & collective care-giving/care-practicing.